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Following the crowning of my NHS experience with a stint at a PCT and the resulting redundancy (traumatic, though much wanted and worked for), my husband and I are going back to my roots near a small village in Smaland, Sweden. These are our experiences.

Friday, July 27, 2012

Still, Mustn't Grumble

It’s the Olympics and everyone (rephrase: everyone in the media) is getting terribly excited about the World’s Greatest Sporting Event and, let’s face it, one of the world’s biggest events.  Just to remind you that it happens once every four years and was last in London way, way before my lifetime and probably won’t be there again whilst I’m alive.
Again, the world’s biggest and greatest sporting event is starting in London and it’s on for 3 weeks.  The person interviewed on the news this morning was just totally typical of the soul destroying, dust grinding, jaw clenching, constant, oh so constant irritations of the UK health and social system.  I say HSS because the person interviewed afterwards didn’t work in that milieu and was cheery and positive. Oh this woman moaned....
Reminder -  GREATEST EVENT for THREE WEEKS ONCE A LIFETIME! 
She worked in Newham as a Mental Health Worker and lived in Brixton, she cycled to work so had no travel disruption. The reason that she was totally fed up with the Olympics and wished London had never got it was....... some meetings had been postponed until after the Olympics, and some clients had difficulty getting in. I’m not even going to go into locality of clients (for those who don’t know, Newham is not large) and the mental health benefits of walking. Errh, which bit of GREATEST EVENT EVER!!!! aren't you getting?? And to think I had to put up with the constant mental rubbing of this sort of attitude every day.
Oh the marvellousness of living in a culture that encourages positivity. We had a whole lot from Proverbs last night and this just shows – ‘A cheerful look brings joy to the heart’. ‘Pleasant words are a honeycomb,  sweet to the soul and healing to the bones’, and ‘A cheerful heart is good medicine,’

Still, mustn’t grumble.

Monday, July 16, 2012

I think there's something happening out there

About 8 years ago, I was walking from my flat in Shepherd’s Bush to work and realised that it was late May and I hadn’t notice Spring. 3 years ago I walked in the bit of Epping Forest near work and there were about 3 species of grass, daisies, dandelions and 2 other flowers, in 2 miles. Oh a few trees, about 5 species.  Even Horsenden Hill hasn't that much diversity, though Perivale Wood is better.

One of the best things about holidaying in the summer house here was the smell.  You just have to be here, but the upper notes of the pines in the sunshine, the earth and the damp vegetation with the occasional doft of the wild flowers and fruits. It’s just unbelievable and I could have spent all my time just breathing... (Ed – errrh, is there something you should be telling us?  Alien lifeform perhaps??).

London dulls things: you train yourself not to see, not to smell, not to notice anything but where the best restaurants and bars are, who is the next celebrity. You forget that in the winter, the only colours are black, gray and white, with splashes of diamond, gold and burgundy.  There is no smell or sound in the forest when the temperature is  -15C.   Here, you are cut off, bundled up and turn in to yourself and your home, where the family and noise of the house make cooking smells the best and the colour comes from the lights in the windows, the curtains, the pictures and the people.

The wait for spring is palpable. As the snow melts, the landscape turns amber, brown, chestnut, russet, chocolate and tan. There are elusive wafts of damp earth and musk.  Then a film of green. Suddenly the grass is out and the stars have fallen under the trees.  The wood anemones dapple the ground under the deciduous trees and are everywhere.  As the temperature rises the smell comes back, gradually, not to scare us and the birds start singing.

Then the full scale assault of late spring and early summer starts.  Quite frankly, you need ear plugs for the bird song. The sun comes down in all the meadows as great drifts of dandelions fill the countryside.  There is barely time to draw breath before the lupins start.  A Monet painting is as nothing, a pale shadow of colour. Every one is a different colour and are framed by the Queen Anne’s Lace frothing all over the place.   As for going for a walk! Every step is filled with pleasure, “oh look there’s some Lily of the Valley, and some blue things, and some more blue things and some other pink stuff.” How many grasses are there, for goodness sake! Not to mention sedges and other straggly things.   Fields of sorrels turning every shade of red.

After that, things settle down in high summer.  There are many more types of flower, but they are more restrained, less “look at me”, just so many of them and then again you can spend more time eating than walking. Blueberries, wild strawberries, wild raspberries and then the lingon (cowberry), though the last can only be eaten in jam stuff, to be fair. And the smell!  Just totally and utterly gorgeous.  The feeling of lying on a little beach with the whisper of the breeze in the birches, the scent of the pines and the lapping of the water, with a few birds chirping away and the sun on your skin –ahhhhh.

Then autumn.  Mushrooms, earth, the smell of the burning wood, the feel of wool against the skin, the hunt and the golds and brunettes of the woods and fields bring you down the the glistening, soft whiteness of the first snow and shutdown.

Anyway, it’s not that you’re not going to notice! No chance of missing that lot.  In fact, sometimes, because I hadn’t had any time away from London and work for about 2 years, I had to come in and bury my head under a quilt because it all was a bit too much for my poor senses.

To quote my friend BA “why do you want to come here, it’s just a load of trees”.....

Friday, July 6, 2012

The proving of the bil

Oscar, my first car, was due his MOT, so I dutifully booked him in via the internet, as I’m terribly modern. We duly made our way 20km away , down the motorway, downer the big long hill into Jönköping and downest into the factory/warehouse region that housed the MOT centre.  After booking into the automachine in the somewhat scruffy unmanned office on the side, I waited with an old lady in the shade.  We exchanged a few ‘lovely weather’ comments and the registration plate number came up on the large board outside.  I, with it has to be said, with much trepidation, drove into the large garage area, got out and went to the coffee machine.  Oscar was hooked up to tubes, wires and general gubbins and the mechanics set to.  About 7 minutes later, much in the manner of a doctor coming to tell someone they had only a week to live, the mechanic came into the waiting area and said that the brake cables were gone and they were going to have to fail Oscar and I wouldn’t be allowed to drive away.  Well!  I was a bit taken aback to say the least.  However, common sense prevailed and sanity returned.
The little old lady gave me a lift to the station, bless her and I caught the bus 2 hours later back to Bottnaryd, where I happened to meet a neighbour  and cadged a lift back.  The marvellous BA and his family came to the rescue, despite going to a festival that evening and Graham and Jacob went to tow the car back to the garage at Bottnaryd last night.  I mused on the wisdom of going somewhere in flipflops and driving shoes that were no good for walking and mismatched clothes that were unsuitable for walking or display in town.  I will always now present a suitable image, no matter where I go and also be prepared to walk several miles.
Graham and I went there this afternoon to see what we could get sorted and found the garage was shut for July.  Hummmm, we’ve only got 4 weeks to get it sorted.  This could be fun.
(bilprovening = MOT)